So.. I've been away for the whole term, I guess. I've been busy with a lot of stuff. Freshmen Elections was more stressful than I imagined it. I worked with the publicities so it kind of ate all my time and energy. When I was away, there were lots of things that happened also, stuff from my lovelife, from my friends, and from myself as well.
Have you ever had that one person you never thought would go back to you and make you feel that he felt sorry for what happened before? I find it really hard to trust anyone as of the moment. And him, trying to get my trust again is not so good. Of course, we had a lot of memories together but he hurt me for a couple of times. It's not easy. And it won't. And it kind of annoys me, that you've moved on already and suddenly he will arrive and try to ruin everything you've built for yourself. It sucks. And I guess I won't come back anymore. I'm happy with my life now.
I kind of liked this guy. Yes, liked. Past tense. Or maybe I still like him. I don't know. I'm trying to forget that 'like'. It's not like I love him or something. It wasn't serious. But I like how he has been there for me when I am so stress with work. He makes me laugh, he makes me smile, he cures my boredom, he spends his time for me even when it's until midnight. I don't know. I guess he's just being nice or something. It's just a happy crush though. Too bad everything went complicated and we don't talk to each other anymore, or maybe we are, I just don't see him in school anymore. I tend to over think things, obviously.
So things have been a little sketchy and weird. Some people just can't get over the thing that happened between me, my ex and his girl. Like seriously? It has been months or years. It's so funny that there are still questions asked from my Tumblr about what do I feel about them getting back together or whatever. I honestly don't care anymore. I mean, it hasn't been in my mind for months already. Why do some people just can't shut their mouth and try to work on their lives and not work with me? I've moved on already. And I've been having a happier life now. This will be the last time I will post something about it. People should move on, like I did. They're not involved in the situation, though. Or they are. Anyways, I've moved on, I don't care anymore. (last words)
I'll try to update this as often as I can. I've been having a lot of things in my mind and I might post all of them here. I was just busy that's why I couldn't update. I will, I swear. :)
