It has been a while since I last wrote something. It’s not
exactly that I have been busy with things but it is because over the past
months, I have been keeping things to myself and letting it fade, which I don’t
know if it’s working. I’ve also been trying to keep my life private and
personal, especially the status of the mental and emotional aspects of it. I
have been constantly talking to only two people though about those stuff.
I have been working hard to improve myself lately and I had
this one-on-one thing with some guy and we got to talk about relationships. It
is somehow related to what my friend and me talked about. I am kind of
analyzing the situation of “I like you but we can’t be together”.
I have been thinking that if two people like or love each
other, what’s there to go in between? I couldn’t understand how things have to
take and meddle into a relationship that is supposed to be strong and bonded.
What could go wrong if you two feel the same or if there is something that is
so special about your relationship? It has to work, isn’t it; no matter how
things get difficult?
One of my friends once told, “Both of you look stupid. You
know you still want each other but you’re not together” I thought, point taken!
How can one decision or choice could be so complicated if you can just say,
“you like me, I like you, let’s be together!” Why complicate things with “Oh we
can’t be together, you have to be like this, you have to be like that. You’re
too like this, you’re too like that,” if you can just shut your whines and
figure it out together? You don’t always have to be dramatic and try to ruin the
precious thing you have there.
It is not applicable if there is abuse, though, because
seriously, it is not love if there is abuse.
It’s not me being all positive with relationships and all. I
just observed. My beliefs and say about my own stays with me privately and can
only be known if you ask me personally. Hah.
