Yes, after a long time of not writing something, here I am.. Writing. So my life has been on hold for the past couple of months because I've been busy with a lot of stuff especially my academics since I'm taking my majors already. Hooray! It has been a tough time for most of the people with the same course as I am because we've been given lots of tasks which took up most of our time. And, as usual, my non-academic time was taken up by my organization tasks so I was left really busy. Well for my personal, every thing was quite unexpected since a lot things happened that I can't even handle.
Well I am handling it in a different way. Have you ever had a feeling of that shock wherein you are willing to do a lot of effort for this guy who have made the same over a year ago? Like everything just turned the opposite from what was happening back then? It was quite a shocking thing for me. Well I never really thought I would be in this situation and apparently, I am shocked with myself, with how am I handling it. I know that I've been really paranoid and shit with the things that has been happening to me but after what happened 8 months ago I think I've been handling things the easier way, like I've stayed positive with everything and with that, I've come to the decision of waiting patiently for this guy who have loved me more than anyone in my life could. Well I know things won't be happening the way I want it to be but I will wait, the way he failed to do before. And I will be here as long as I can. And if we end up together, that would be perfect. Well I just learned to be contented with the simple things in my life right now, like seeing him in school or just seeing him. I know it's kind of really hopeful for me but that's what I learned with whatever happened in the past and I am grateful for that. I'm also looking forward in seeing him a lot next year in the walls of my dear school.
