You're Good, Not

I guess living in a family wherein everyone's good at something is negative at some points. Not having that "enough" feeling won't always mean that you may see life and become motivated by it. Sometimes, it makes you feel vulnerable and crap.

You are good.. Not. Maybe you are at a certain field but sometimes your skills aren't enough. Sometimes, you just want to be better and produce stuff wherein you could be proud of yourself, like you can say, "I did that!" Most of the times, you feel like everything you wanted never landed in your hands. It's just hard when you try so hard but there's no progress. You are tired of being in someone's shadows but destiny just keeps sticking you there, under everyone's shadows and so you will feel useless and nothing.

I want to believe I'm good but life's preventing me in doing it.

I am lost for words..